It's been a little over a week that Big Bro and Lil Sis joined our family as our foster children. The time has been one of many adjustments. Adjusting to having regular bedtime schedules, rules, manners, having siblings, having 3 instead of one other plate to prepare at dinner besides my own, 3 baths instead of 1, having 3 car/booster seats to help bucket instead of one, having constant commotion in the house after coming home from a long day at work, having more than one child to remind to brush their teeth, wash their hands, use a napkin, put their shoes in the shoe basket, and on and on and on. All of us, in each of our own way, has had to cope with new emotions, new environments and a new family.
But two nights ago...Brian and I sighed a sigh of relief as it seemed to be the best night so far and things have began to settle into a bit more of a routine. We're all adjusting in our own ways but I truly feel like we're all going to be ok.
Evenings still seem to be the hardest for the kids when things settle down and it's time to get in bed where they will be faced with the quietness of night and thoughts, memories and sadness creep up. I lay my hand on each child individually and pray aloud for their healing and for God to minister to each of them in their own way. I pray that the Lord will touch these children, all three of them through me. I want to be witness to them and my husband of God's love, grace, mercy and patience. I continue to look to Him to carry me and us through all the feelings and emotions and growing pains we're experiencing. I thank God for the work He is doing in each of us. For although it is painful at times, I know He is molding us and holding us. And I praise Him for that.
1 more makes 4
Welcome to our adoption story. Adding on to our family in the name of love. ~ Stacy
Saturday, September 15, 2007
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Hi
I so enjoy reading your blog. You are such a deep thinker. It really makes me ponder my own "journey" as well. I admire you taking in two new little ones. They are lucky to have you in their lives.
I am so sorry for your loss. I know what you are going through.
You're in my thoughts and prayers.
Take care and keep smiling and laughing each day. :-)
Hey Sweet Stac,
I love how you so wonderfully relate the challenges you face back to your support team...The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. You four make a great team. I am so-o-o proud of the woman you are. The Lord knew who those children belonged with. I can see that His peace that passes all understanding is present in your life. I am believing for the gates of heaven to pour out a blessing greater than you and Brian can contain.
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